Say Goodbye Already! (Bunnygirl B-Sides)

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Bonus B-side tracks for the deluxe tape release of Dysfunctional Bunnygirl! These were the first songs I wrote for the album, almost all of which I ended up cutting. I basically made a whole album and scrapped it and started it again. (I kept Love in the Time of Discord though)

The album was originally a lot less noisy, more power poppy, in general less emo influence. Bringing in Biddy Fox solidified the album's direction more solidly into that emo sound, which is why I decided to cut all of these songs. They work nicely as their own album though, so I've put them here! (This was also the original name of the album!) Almost all of them are unfinished and only 1-2 minutes long. If this was a full album, they'd all have second verses and bridges and all that good stuff but I was in a hurry to complete these for the tapes. They kinda work better this way though, because the ideal pop song should be like 1 minute and 40 seconds long anyway.

Hope you enjoy them and also the tape if you bought one! :D

released May 5, 2023

1. Crush (Original Version)

You say I'm cute

And I blush

You say I’m adorable

I hear a crush in my heart

I'm not sure if you're joking

Or if these feelings can be true

I don't know

You say you like me

And I scoff

But in my heart

I can’t shake it off

I'm not sure if you're joking

Or if these feelings can be true

I don't know

Can something start as an accident

And blossom into truth?

I don't know

2. Will U Get Back To Me?

I just always wanna hear you talk

I want you to start and never stop

I just wanna hear your voice again

But you never stay and that’s all fine

(Please don’t forget I love you!)

I know that you had other things to do that time

(I never wanna hurt you)

But I’m so selfish, I want you all to myself

Oh darling, will you ever tell me what I wanna hear?

Will you get back to me?

And I’m waiting for you all the time

Waiting for your every line

And when you tear me apart

I’m fine

I’m alright

Can I get back to you?

And I swear that I’ll be soon enough

Never wanna give you up

I’m staring at your last message

I just wanna hear you say that

I’m the most important to you

Is it so hard for you to say that one more time?

3. Track 3

I tried to write a song about you

But I don’t think that’s something I can do

Because the “you” I write about doesn’t resemble you in any way

I wrote a dozen melodies

My Notes app is full of remedies

But I threw all of them out

Art can never describe you

You are art itself

Will I ever get you right?

Am I falling in love with you, or the songs I write?

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, oh

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, oh

Will I ever get you right?

Can I even put you in song, are you unwritable?

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, oh

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know

I made a bullshit knock off track

Plagiarizing punk rock hacks

I sang it during a breakdown

And called it “love in the time of discord!”

Well, I think she likes it

And I feel so happy when she smiles

After that, I cry alone

Because I know that you’ll never truly love me back

Will I ever get you right?

Am I falling in love with you, or the songs I write?

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, oh

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, oh

Will I ever get you right?

Can I even put you in song, are you unwritable?

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, oh

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know, oh

I don’t know, I don’t know

I don’t know

4. February (Cutie)

You’re the first to treat me like a girl

You’re the person who showed me where this name comes from

Showed me a song

It just started as a joke for us

But I started to feel like there was something real

You made me feel

Boy, I’m not sure

This is my first time

I’ve ever felt this way about someone

Oh, I don’t know if love can start from a lie

I keep thinking about but I don’t know why

Oh, even if it’s nothing

I don’t want it to end

So just please don’t say that I am just a friend

5. Body Fell (Original Version)

Fell out of my body

And you put me back

I’m not gonna ask how it got here so quickly

My mind is being detached

My body’s all out of match

You’re just the one that I needed

Fell down into love

That I didn’t want

Baby, baby

I’m a natural addict

Maybe

I was just never meant for you

Save me

Would you hand me the verdict

Can I ever be good enough to you?

We’re spending hours

It’s like we were born to talk

I could hear you going on for hours

But sometimes

I don’t really get what you mean

You say you love me

Trust me, you tell me

But I have never learned to trust when someone gives me love

They never come true

That includes you too

Baby, baby

I’m a natural addict

Maybe

I was just never meant for you

Save me

Would you hand me the verdict

Can I ever be good enough to you?

You fell asleep while we were calling

I listened as your voice went silent

I couldn’t wake you up

So I just closed my eyes

I know

I’ll get used to this

Pretending that I kissed your cheeks

And it will always be a dream

I started to cry

I’m thinking of the ways it could end

Cause it will always be a dream

I never wanna hurt you!

Please let it only be a dream

Will you ever wanna hurt me?

Baby, baby

I’m a natural addict

Maybe

I was just never meant for you

Save me

Would you hand me the verdict

Am I ever good enough? (Good enough)

Can I ever be good enough to you?

I never wanna hurt you

6. All This Time

I wrote you a song again

And I think it was a good one

But you’re far away from me now

And I’ll never show you this song

I never knew that listening to my own song could hurt this much

I’m fucked up cause you were too afraid to say goodbye

All this time, I knew

That I was always gonna be alone

It’s alright, I knew

You didn’t love me, and that's fine

I’ll miss you but I’ll let you go this time

7. No, I'm Not Fine

And you’re gone

So when the sun is setting

You don’t say “good night”

And every night

I sleep alone

And I tell myself I’ll be fine without you

That I can sing this song without crying

No, I’m not fine

Don’t ask me twice

You don’t have to worry

I’ll be alright

Sleep through the night

And maybe I can let you go

No, I’m not fine

Don’t ask me twice

You don’t have to worry

I’ll be alright

But I still want you to think about me

Please don’t let me go

8. So Long!

I used to think we had a future

I thought about moving in with you

It’s such a fantasy, thinking back

I wanted to take your hand and run away

We could go to somewhere far away

And be together

So say goodbye

And let the dream just die

Then I’ll never ask again

So please just say that you thought about it too

I loved you

Falling in love with you as art

Singing songs you didn’t know until now

I miss you

I fell in love and yeah, it’s alright

It’s still a part of what makes who we are

9. Biddy Fox - June (bonus track)